2008-01-18

Hmmmmmmmmmmm

I'm kind of surprised I still remember how to get into blogger. And kind of wondering if I'm ever going to have the kind of week ever again that allows me to post, yea, even one maybe three times. Honestly, even if I've had a moment to write lately I just haven't been able to bring myself to write anything.

Christmas really did me in this year and I was completely worn out afterwards (that has led to ponderings about how we "do" Christmas" but that will have to be another post.) Troy was gone to the US, and then I got a cold and I honestly have not felt 100% more than a day at a time since then. This week I have a horrific knot in my shoulder and neck (despite the free massage last night :) ) I know I'm not old, but dang, I have been realizing more and more than I am definitely not 25 anymore and I can't keep going like I am.

More and more it seems like it's going to be rare for us to have a "normal" week around here. The kids are getting older, we have more things going, people have actually been coming to visit us :) (Yay for CJ & Amy. I can't tell you who they are, because then CJ would have to kill me. And you. Nuff said. Hi guys! :) ) I don't know, I'm just all befuddled. Even though I would really like to suddenly feel all organized and together again, I'm slightly off kilter somehow.

So I'm trying to sit with being off-kilter and be OK with it. I'm not miserable, I'm not unhappy, I'm not stressed. Not sure if God is just trying to teach me some stuff or what.

Hopefully soon I'll catch up with the emails, get my newsletter written, get thank you notes written and mailed etc. Nic's birthday is only 2 weeks away, then Meg's about 3 weeks after that. Then it's Lent, and Easter...and the rest of life!

Anyway, you get what I'm saying. No need to beat a dead horse!

In the interest of getting my brain back in gear, I'm going to beg/borrow/steal an idea I've seen going around. If there is a question you have about me (this will be thrilling, I'm sure) leave me a comment or email me and I'll start answering next week. And maybe eventually I'll be able to come up with some material on my own!

Questions anyone?